sonaa sonaa
idhar sonaa udhar sonaa
jidhar jaae najar sonaa
thirakatee aa gaeen lo vakt se pahale
magar fir chhip gaeen saaree
sunahare pnkh pahane neend kee pariyaan
sonaa sonaa
kahaan sonaa kidhar sonaa
dhuaantee raat kaa aalam
udaasee saath men laayaa
kahaan kee khushkiyaan veeraaniyaan aaeen
raheen napatee gilaason men
idhar ghoome udhar tahale
huaa fir kyaa karen aao chalen kuchh door
aadhee raat begaanaa nagar dekhen
ajab siharan andhere kee
ki jaise salavaton se bhar gayaa ho
raat kaa makhamal
ki jaise maikabeth kaa khadg
makhamal men sarakataa ho
dagar ke syaah chhoron par
saletee katthaee aabhaa sarakatee hai
kaheen toote hue taare
misaail see lakeeren kheenchate jaate
kaheen girate hue aramaan dharatee par
kaheen bikharaa huaa malabaa dhuaan detaa andhere men
kaheen chithadaa hue sapane lipatate paanv se aakar
kaheen bhavitavy hai failaa huaa saare dilaason par
kaheen hain kahakahe beete jamaanon ke
kaheen do tyoob sote se kaheen do balb rote se
abhee nikalaa abhee fir doobane ko hai
shahar kee tharatharaatee dhundh ke oopar
andheree chaudaveen kaa chaand
chup sab chup
jagat chup svarg chup
aakaash chup paataal chup
sab chup
aisee aatataayee chuppiyon men
ulluon kee hook se
yoon tootataa hai raat kaa jaadoo
ki koee kyaa kahe kisase kahe
khud se kahe to kyon
samay ko ponchhataa gndale angochhe se
khalaasee main juaaree main kabaadee main
yahee main hoon yahee hai aatmaa meree
sakal failee huee
ghiratee huee apane andheron se
isee kee maar khaaee roshanee men dekhate duniyaa
chalo baithen kaheen itihaas kee roodaaliyon
hat kar kaheen baithen
jahaan par khatm ho
yah khatm hone kaa nivid aabhaas
Monday, May 27, 2013
Saturday, May 4, 2013
rishtedaariyaan
meraa huliyaa dekhakar jyaadaatar log mujhe maamoolee aadamee samajhane kee galatee kar baithate hain. aap to aisaa n karen. aam taur par main bataataa naheen, lekin meree rishtedaaree desh-duniyaa ke kaee rasookhadaar logon se hai. gorakhapur kaa ek kriminal maastaramaaind, jo baad men yoopee kaa uchch shikshaa mntree banaa, mere sage jeejaa kaa fuferaa bhaaee hai. pahale main apane is kanekshan kaa jikr chalate-chalate kar diyaa karataa thaa. ab naheen karataa to isakee do vajahen hain. ek to yoopee kaa kriminal kanekshan dillee men jyaadaa kaam naheen aataa. yahaan sabakaa koee n koee link hai, kisakaa naam lekar kise dhamakaaoongaa? doosare, apanee jis ikalautee bahan ke jarie meraa yah rishtaa banaa thaa use gujare ikatees saal ho chuke hain. lagaataar aadhe pet khaakar aur saalonsaal jamaa huee bhookh se janmee itanee saaree beemaariyaan binaa kisee davaaee ke jhelakar chaar janmon kee tarah kaate the usane apanee shaadee ke chaar saal. usee ke naam par kisee ke saath, aur fir kisee aur ke saath jude rishte ko kitanaa vajan de sakataa hoon?
gaanv ke log padhe-likhon ke beech apanaa aur apane saath-saath meraa bhee rishtaa raahul saankrityaayan se jod lete hain. bataate hain- hamaare hee khaanadaan kee ek shaakhaa chhitak kar chakradharapur men jaa basee thee. yah gaanv hamaare maniyaarapur se koee bees meel door aajamagadh jile men hee padtaa hai, lekin is rishte kee hakeekat par mujhe hameshaa sndeh rahaa. jo bhee ho, har roj kachchee-pakkee daaroo peekar pichhale saal livosirosis se mare mere chachere bhaaee raahul mishraa kaa naam raahul saankrityaayan par hee rakhaa gayaa thaa. kahane ko pichhale das varshon se meraa betaa bhee khud ko raahul kahataa hai, lekin isakee preranaa use shaaharukh khaan ke nibhaae kisee filmee charitr se milee thee. jahaan tak raahul jee se mere asal rishte kaa savaal hai to vah kuchh aur hee dhng kaa hai. unakee kitaaben padhkar mainne jaanaa ki meree rishtedaariyon kaa daayaraa bahut badaa hai - himaalay, hindookush, kaakeshas pahaadon ke paar ye madhy eshiyaa tak failee hain.
mere daadaa vaasudev kee umr ke josaf staalin hon, yaa unake bhee daadaa kaalee prasaad kee umr ke abraaham linkan- duniyaa bhar men paae jaane vaale saare kaakeshiyan mere sage-snbndhee hain. daagistaan desh ke rahane vaale mere baap kee umr ke rasool hamajaatov to baad men mere sagon se bhee jyaadaa sage nikale. jab bhee khabar sunataa hoon ki roos kee chechen bagaavat kaa gadh abhee daagistaan hee ho gayaa hai, man men hachakaa saa lagataa hai ki raat kee muthabhedon ke baad vahaan barf par padee laashon men tsaadaasaa gaanv ke hamajaat khaanadaan kaa koee javaan bhee shaamil n ho. main aapakee muskuraahat kaa marm samajh rahaa hoon. aap shaayad kahanaa chaahate hain ki kaakeshiyan nasl agar atalaantik paar karake linkan tak jaatee hai to beech men aaryan res banakar yah hitalar tak bhee jaroor pahunchatee hogee.
chalie, hitalar ko main apane rishtedaaron men naheen maanataa. jab aamos oj kaa kaam hitalar ke bagair chal jaataa hai- jinake sage usakee sanak ke shikaar hue- to meraa bhee chal jaaegaa. aamos jarmanon, arabon aur yahoodiyon ke naheen, insaanon ke kisse likhate hain. falasteen-ijaraail takaraav ko dharm-snskriti kaa naheen, jameen-jaayadaad kaa jhagadaa maanate hain. duniyaavee maamalon men is sapaat samajh ke saajhe ke alaavaa meraa ek rishtaa unase chuppee kaa bhee hai. ham donon ne kam umr men apane rakt-snbndhiyon kee khudakushee dekhee hai. asahy udaasee se bharee unakee syaah parachhaaiyaan hamaaree likhaaee men dolatee hain. mainne hisaab lagaayaa hai- hitalar se meree dooree kareeb sau pushton kee aur aamos oj se savaa sau pushton kee hai. sirf pachees pushton ke faasale par ek taraf kahaaniyaan aur doosaree taraf insaanon kee charbee se banee momabattiyaan rakhee hon to kyaa aap andhere men kahaanee sunanaa jyaadaa pasnd naheen karenge?
aur sunie, mere paas to is baat kaa bhee pakkaa hisaab hai ki prashaant mahaasaagar men paanch-paanch hajaar meel ke dhaave maarane vaalee duniyaa kee sabase khataranaak jindaa cheej hvaait shaark mahaj dhaaee laakh peedhee door padne vaalee meree hee rishtedaar hai. aur himaalay kee sabase oonchee talahatee men sirf maheene bhar kee garmiyon men khilakar barf ho jaane vaalaa duniyaa kaa sabase sundar aur nasheelaa fool bhee mere rishte men padtaa hai, haalaanki usake aur mere beech kee dooree koee paanch karod pushton kee hai. baharahaal, baayomaith kee in bhoolabhulaiyon men aapako bhatakaanaa meraa makasad naheen hai. mere jyaadaa najadeekee logon ke baare men jaananaa chaahate hain to dil thaamakar baithie. pahalee baar kisee ko bataa rahaa hoon ki rishtedaaree meree nelsan mndelaa se bhee hai.
vinee mndelaa kaa- mainne kraanti se byaah kiyaa hai- padhkar hee mainne apane lie ishk ke maayane taraashe, shaadee ke sapane bune. raajaneeti men jyaadaa door naheen chal paayaa, lekin jindagee men jahaan tak huaa, nelsan ke hee raaste par chalane kee koshish kee. ab isakaa kyaa karen ki johaanisabarg men kraanti snpann hone se pahale hee nelsan vinee se alag ho gae aur isake kuchh saal baad mojnbeek kee kraantikaaree graachaa maishel ke saath rahane lage. nabbe se oopar kee umr men buddhe-budhiyaa jindaa hain khush hain, itanaa mujhe unake kareeb banaae rakhane ke lie kaafee hai. idhar propartee ko lekar nelsan kee ladkiyon kee mukadamebaajee aur vinee ke baare men kaee ultee-seedhee baaten sunakar afasos jaroor hotaa hai, lekin pablik laaif men yah sab chalataa hai.
kripaa karake is belagaam bakabak men vasudhaiv kutunbakam ke lie koee gunjaaish n khojen. mere kutunb vaalon ko agar isakaa pataa chal gayaa ki us raat dopahar se hee tadkee huee bhookh men anavar saahab ke saath aaraa kee ek muslim bording men mainne kyaa khaayaa thaa, to ve shaayad mujhe vasudhaa se hee baahar nikaal den. aur ek antim baat yah ki mere sabase gahare rishtedaar hain komared raamanaresh raam urf paaras jee, jinhonne ek pooree raat meree aisee hee bakabak sunane ke baad mujhamen yah ummeed jagaaee ki rishte badal bhee sakate hain. duniyaa se vidaa hone ke pahale, binaa kuchh bole, sirf apane karm se mujhe apanee jameen kaa aur usase jyaadaa apane jameer kaa sagaa honaa sikhaa gae, taaki nihatthaa, akelaa aur kamajor hone kaa dar kabhee sataae to rishtedaariyaan dikhaane ke lie chor-badamaashon ke naam n ginaane paden.
gaanv ke log padhe-likhon ke beech apanaa aur apane saath-saath meraa bhee rishtaa raahul saankrityaayan se jod lete hain. bataate hain- hamaare hee khaanadaan kee ek shaakhaa chhitak kar chakradharapur men jaa basee thee. yah gaanv hamaare maniyaarapur se koee bees meel door aajamagadh jile men hee padtaa hai, lekin is rishte kee hakeekat par mujhe hameshaa sndeh rahaa. jo bhee ho, har roj kachchee-pakkee daaroo peekar pichhale saal livosirosis se mare mere chachere bhaaee raahul mishraa kaa naam raahul saankrityaayan par hee rakhaa gayaa thaa. kahane ko pichhale das varshon se meraa betaa bhee khud ko raahul kahataa hai, lekin isakee preranaa use shaaharukh khaan ke nibhaae kisee filmee charitr se milee thee. jahaan tak raahul jee se mere asal rishte kaa savaal hai to vah kuchh aur hee dhng kaa hai. unakee kitaaben padhkar mainne jaanaa ki meree rishtedaariyon kaa daayaraa bahut badaa hai - himaalay, hindookush, kaakeshas pahaadon ke paar ye madhy eshiyaa tak failee hain.
mere daadaa vaasudev kee umr ke josaf staalin hon, yaa unake bhee daadaa kaalee prasaad kee umr ke abraaham linkan- duniyaa bhar men paae jaane vaale saare kaakeshiyan mere sage-snbndhee hain. daagistaan desh ke rahane vaale mere baap kee umr ke rasool hamajaatov to baad men mere sagon se bhee jyaadaa sage nikale. jab bhee khabar sunataa hoon ki roos kee chechen bagaavat kaa gadh abhee daagistaan hee ho gayaa hai, man men hachakaa saa lagataa hai ki raat kee muthabhedon ke baad vahaan barf par padee laashon men tsaadaasaa gaanv ke hamajaat khaanadaan kaa koee javaan bhee shaamil n ho. main aapakee muskuraahat kaa marm samajh rahaa hoon. aap shaayad kahanaa chaahate hain ki kaakeshiyan nasl agar atalaantik paar karake linkan tak jaatee hai to beech men aaryan res banakar yah hitalar tak bhee jaroor pahunchatee hogee.
chalie, hitalar ko main apane rishtedaaron men naheen maanataa. jab aamos oj kaa kaam hitalar ke bagair chal jaataa hai- jinake sage usakee sanak ke shikaar hue- to meraa bhee chal jaaegaa. aamos jarmanon, arabon aur yahoodiyon ke naheen, insaanon ke kisse likhate hain. falasteen-ijaraail takaraav ko dharm-snskriti kaa naheen, jameen-jaayadaad kaa jhagadaa maanate hain. duniyaavee maamalon men is sapaat samajh ke saajhe ke alaavaa meraa ek rishtaa unase chuppee kaa bhee hai. ham donon ne kam umr men apane rakt-snbndhiyon kee khudakushee dekhee hai. asahy udaasee se bharee unakee syaah parachhaaiyaan hamaaree likhaaee men dolatee hain. mainne hisaab lagaayaa hai- hitalar se meree dooree kareeb sau pushton kee aur aamos oj se savaa sau pushton kee hai. sirf pachees pushton ke faasale par ek taraf kahaaniyaan aur doosaree taraf insaanon kee charbee se banee momabattiyaan rakhee hon to kyaa aap andhere men kahaanee sunanaa jyaadaa pasnd naheen karenge?
aur sunie, mere paas to is baat kaa bhee pakkaa hisaab hai ki prashaant mahaasaagar men paanch-paanch hajaar meel ke dhaave maarane vaalee duniyaa kee sabase khataranaak jindaa cheej hvaait shaark mahaj dhaaee laakh peedhee door padne vaalee meree hee rishtedaar hai. aur himaalay kee sabase oonchee talahatee men sirf maheene bhar kee garmiyon men khilakar barf ho jaane vaalaa duniyaa kaa sabase sundar aur nasheelaa fool bhee mere rishte men padtaa hai, haalaanki usake aur mere beech kee dooree koee paanch karod pushton kee hai. baharahaal, baayomaith kee in bhoolabhulaiyon men aapako bhatakaanaa meraa makasad naheen hai. mere jyaadaa najadeekee logon ke baare men jaananaa chaahate hain to dil thaamakar baithie. pahalee baar kisee ko bataa rahaa hoon ki rishtedaaree meree nelsan mndelaa se bhee hai.
vinee mndelaa kaa- mainne kraanti se byaah kiyaa hai- padhkar hee mainne apane lie ishk ke maayane taraashe, shaadee ke sapane bune. raajaneeti men jyaadaa door naheen chal paayaa, lekin jindagee men jahaan tak huaa, nelsan ke hee raaste par chalane kee koshish kee. ab isakaa kyaa karen ki johaanisabarg men kraanti snpann hone se pahale hee nelsan vinee se alag ho gae aur isake kuchh saal baad mojnbeek kee kraantikaaree graachaa maishel ke saath rahane lage. nabbe se oopar kee umr men buddhe-budhiyaa jindaa hain khush hain, itanaa mujhe unake kareeb banaae rakhane ke lie kaafee hai. idhar propartee ko lekar nelsan kee ladkiyon kee mukadamebaajee aur vinee ke baare men kaee ultee-seedhee baaten sunakar afasos jaroor hotaa hai, lekin pablik laaif men yah sab chalataa hai.
kripaa karake is belagaam bakabak men vasudhaiv kutunbakam ke lie koee gunjaaish n khojen. mere kutunb vaalon ko agar isakaa pataa chal gayaa ki us raat dopahar se hee tadkee huee bhookh men anavar saahab ke saath aaraa kee ek muslim bording men mainne kyaa khaayaa thaa, to ve shaayad mujhe vasudhaa se hee baahar nikaal den. aur ek antim baat yah ki mere sabase gahare rishtedaar hain komared raamanaresh raam urf paaras jee, jinhonne ek pooree raat meree aisee hee bakabak sunane ke baad mujhamen yah ummeed jagaaee ki rishte badal bhee sakate hain. duniyaa se vidaa hone ke pahale, binaa kuchh bole, sirf apane karm se mujhe apanee jameen kaa aur usase jyaadaa apane jameer kaa sagaa honaa sikhaa gae, taaki nihatthaa, akelaa aur kamajor hone kaa dar kabhee sataae to rishtedaariyaan dikhaane ke lie chor-badamaashon ke naam n ginaane paden.
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