ham tumse dur bhi nahi,
hum tumhare pas bhi nahi..
jiye to jiye kaise ye kah do hame
ki hum tumhare bhi nahi
aur hum kisi gairo ke bhi nahi

neeta.....k

maanasik balaatkaar

dillee rep ke baad aurato , betiyon ke lie du:kh hotaa hai kee kab samaaj sudharegaa aur kab sudharegee purusho kee soch , ham kitanee betiyon ko yu hee marate dekhenge aur bas chupachaap dekhate hee rahenge..

dropadee ke jamaane se jo chal rahaa hai vo aaj bhee chaalu hai , tab jo dikhaayaa gayaa thaa kee ghar ke devar aur jeth bhaabhee kee saadee kheechate hai aur tab shree krishnaa unake chir purane aate hai , to mujhe ye samaaj naheen a rahaa kee kyaa jab devar aur jeth saare khichenge tab hee prabhu aayenge.. bahaar vaalo ke lie naheen aayenge.. aisaa koee kaayadaa hogaa kyaa prabhu kaa ?

aisaa ho rahaa hai kee ab ham saaree aurato ko ye tay kar lenaa chaahie kee bachche karane hee naheen.. kyoki janam dene vaalaa bhagavaan jab hamaaree betiyon kee rakshaa naheen kar sakataa ham kyon unakee shrushti snbhaalane ke lie bachche kare , betee bachaao ke naare lagaate hai to betiyaan kyaa isee ke lie hai ?

jab chhotee thee tab ek kahaanee padhee thee kee ek aadamee ko bahut saare log patthar maar rahe the , to kiseene kahaa kee jisane kabhee koee galatee n kee ho vo patthar maare, tab koee naheen aage aa sakaa.. to aaj jab ye rep ke khilaaf bahut saare purush bhee khade hai tab ham ye kah sakate hai n kee jo aadameene kabhee soch men yaa maanasikataa men bhee kisee betee ye stree kaa balaatkaar naa kiyaa ho vo hee isakaa virodh men aage aaye.. kitane aayenge kyaa pataa?

raaste pe chalate huve , bas men yaa tren men , mndiro kee bheed men hamen bahut sare aise mard mil jaate hai jo hamen is tarah dekhate hai kee hamen lagataa hai kee hamaaraa najaro se hee balaatkaar ho gayaa , khud kee patnee ke saath chalane vaalaa pati bhee dusaro kee beeviyon ko aur betiyon ko dekhate rahetaa hai , ham balaatkaar karanaa to baandh naheen kar paayenge par kamasekam purush khud hee aisaa n kaare to maanasik balaatkaar to bndh ho hee sakate hai..

betiyon aur aurato ko ye kaam ghar se hee shuroo karanaa hai , hamaare hee aajubaaju ke aadamiyon men se agar koee ye kaam karataa hai tab hamen turnt unako tokanaa hai , shaayad aahistaa aahistaa sab men badalaav aayegaa..

neetaa kotechaa "nityaa"

umeedo ke shahar men jaanaa hotaa hai jab jab ,
bebasee ,udaasee aur aasoo o ke alaavaa kuchh n milaa .
bhare baazaar men bikaa meraa pyaar ,
badale men badanaamee ke sivaa kuchh naa milaa.

neetaa kotechaa "nityaa

dost ek baar to mud ke dekh,
aaj bhee bah rahee hai aakhe teree yaad men..
neetaa kotechaa

pooree jindagee katee akele, jinake intajaar men doston
dekho aaj vo hee aaye hai guladaste le kar beedaa karane doston..

neetaa kotechaa

kaaran thaa hee nahee kuchh mere jeene kaa doston,
fir kyon itanaa duhkh jataa rahe hon meree maut pe doston..

neetaa kotechaa

vo shoharat , vo ijjat tab milee thee jab ham kuchh kar liyaa karate the,
ab aaj vaapas milee jab hamane jagah kar dee duniyaa men doston ..
neetaa kotechaa

tumhaaree duaaon se bhee ab main tumhen naa miloon
jaa too kitanaa bhee dhundee main tumhen naa miloon

bekadar shakhs ko mohabbat saunpee mainne
too tadap jaaye meree mohabbat ko aur main naa miloon

tumhaaree ek ek saans par apanaa naam likhaa thaa mainne
too inhen mitaanaa chaahe to bhee ab naa mitoon main ...

too pukaare haay, aa bhee jaao ab meree jindagee men dobaaraa
bas tabhee meree saansen khtm hon ...aur main naa miloon ....!!!

~neetaa kotechaa (Concept)
~kashish khaan (Translated in Urdu)

baraso baad jab mile ham unase
to kahane lage tumhaaraa naam bhool gaye kasam se

haan ye vohee shakhs hai jo kahate the kabhee
tumhe naa bhoolenge aakharee saans tak ,bhoole chaahe rishte sabhee

ye maanaa ke mere haath men ab unakaa haath naheen
par ye kyonkar huaa ke meree or dekhane kaa bhee savaab (reet ,kaansept ,rasam ) naheen

meraa dard , meraa rnj -o -gam voh kyaa jaane ab
mere naam ke panne kitaab -e -jindagee se faar die hai jab

ye hijr kaa khel to hamaare daramiyaan hameshaa se rahaa
apane apane maqaam par kabhee main naheen ,kabhee too naa rahaa

mainne tumhen yaad rakhake kismat ko maat de dee ...
tumane mujhe bhoolaakar kismat ko jeet de dee ....!!!

~neetaa kotechaa (Write and Concept)
~kashish khaan (Translated in Urdu)

rab kahataa hai too maange to mai doo,
mai kahatee hu marjee teree..
neetaa kotechaa

barasee manaane aa hee jaao
vaapas din aa gayaa judaa jone vaalaa
neetaa

itanee mohabbat kyon ham tum se kar baithe
kee
itanee berukhee pe bhee ham door naheen hon paa rahe tumase..

neetaa kotechaa.

bevakufon kee tarah insaanon ke paas ham ummeed rakhate hai,
marjee naa hon to upar vaalaa bhee hamen kahaa pyaar detaa hai...

neetaa kotechaa

kyaa karoge aisee khoobasooratee kaa jinhen chaahane vaale ham naa honge,
kyaa karoge aisee jindagee kaa jahaa saath dene vaale ham naa honge..
mud ke laut aao vaapas hamaare paas,
muskaraaoge kaise gar hasaane vaale ham naa honge..
neetaa kotechaa..

naaraaj hote hai to bulaataa koee naheen..

chale jaate hai to aavaaj detaa koee naheen..
jindagee ke maayane kitane badal gaye hai ab,
kabhee hamaaree ek aavaaj ko tarasate the log ,
ab to chup rahate hai to pukaarataa koee naheen..

neetaa kotechaa.

khvaab par to kisee kaa naa hak hai naa kaaboo,
dekho hamane tumhen vahee dekhaa aur pyaar kar liyaa

neetaa kotechaa

samndar se kah do ki apanee laharon ko snbhaal ke rakhe..

fir shikaayat naa kare ,

kyoki ham apane aap men bahut tuffaan chhipaa rakhe hai

neetaa kotechaa

net kee duniyaa

ye net kee duniyaa badee ajeeb hotee hai..

pahale log kahate the kee jab kisee se agale janm kaa len naa denaa ho baakee to hee ek dusare ko milate hai..

yahaan hajaaron log apane ban chuke hai

kis kisase agale janm kaa naataa ham dhoondhe ye koee bataae.

jab tum mile the, lagataa thaa kee jaise meree duniyaa pyaar se bharapoor ho gaee..

binaa dekhe tumhen, binaa jaane pahachaane mainne tumase pyaar kiyaa..

beintihaa pyaar kiyaa..

par ab tum mere jeevan men naheen ho..

bas ub chuke mujhase

ab koee nae saathee kee talaash men tum nikal pade ..

yaa nae saathee ke milane par hee mujhase naataa tod diyaa..

ye to lenaa thaa hee naheen

bas sirf denaa hee thaa..

meree bhaavanaaon kaa denaa

meraa dil kaa denaa

meraa ashru o kaa denaa

mere vakt kaa denaa..

aur meree muhabbat kaa denaa..

chalo shaayad mainne bhee aisaa hee kuchh kiyaa hogaa gae janm men tumhaare saath..

par ek baat poochh loo..ab to hisaab chukataa ho gayaa naa..

kyaa agale janm men mere dost banoge tum ?

neetaa kotechaa

chalo aaj kee neend bhee unake naam karate hai,

khvaab me to vaise bhee vo kahaa kareeb hote hai...

neetaa kotechaa

mujhe maaf kar denaa mammee

mai kuchh jor se bol dee thee tumhen

aur tum ro padee thee.

par tum rasoee men kam karate karate ro rahee thee ,

mujhe pataa bhee chalane naheen deeyaa thaa..

aur mai achaanak paanee pine rasoee men aaee,

to dekhaa kee teree aankhon men aansoo bahe jaa rahe the..,

mainne poochhaa mammee kyaa huvaa ? kyon ro rahee hon ?

to tumane kahaa betaa agar meraa bachchaa mujhe jor se kuchh kahe to mujhase kaise sahaa jaaegaa.

mujhe bahut duhkh huvaa kee mainne meree maa kaa dil dubhaayaa..

mai usake gale lag gaee aur mainne kahaa

"maa, to mujhe daat lenaa thaa ,kyon akele akele ro rahee hon ?

to maa ne kahaa "betaa agar mai tumhen jor se daatoongee to tumhen bhee duhkh hotaa naa.

vo baat ko yaad karake aaj bhee ro detee hu..

mujhe maaf kar denaa mammee.

mai kitanee khushanaseeb hu kee tum aaj bhee mere paas hon aur mere saath hon..

tumhaare lie

http://urvija.parikalpnaa.com/2011/04/blog-post_28.hatamal

tumhaare lie
kitane ashk bahaae tere lie.
tum to mujhe bhee bhool gaye hon umr bhar ke lie...
kaash tumhaaraa dil pahale jaisaa hotaa..
to aaj ham bhee muskaraate jindagee ke lie..
kabhee sochatee hu kyaa tum hon itane pyaar ke hakdaar
par fir sochatee hun mai to hun naa sirf pyaar dene ke lie..
jaao ab tumase kabhee friyaad naa karenge
aur naa kabhee tumhaare dar pe pyaar maangane aayenge..
tum jitanaa chaahe badal jaao ,
aa jaanaa jab jarurat pade hamaaree kabhee jindagee men..

neetaa kotechaa

dostee

dostee jindagee hai, shaan hai, jaan hai,

agar dost saath rahe to..

naheen to

dostee ek bhavar hai jindagee kee..

jo jab tootatee hai to,

dil ko lahu loohaan kar detee hai,

naa ashk thamate hai aur naa hee jindagee rahetee hai jeene laayak doston ..

neetaa kotechaa "nityaa"

aaj tumhaare saare kht padhe..
kisee me likhaa thaa kee tumhaare beenaa mai jee naheen paaoongee,
kisee me likhaa thaa " too kuchh soch mat ulataa, mai kabhee bhee naheen badaloongee.."
kisee me likhaa thaa " mai tumhaaree hee rahoongee jindagee bhar "
kisee me likhaa thaa " agar tum mujhase kabhee door huee to jaan se maar daaloongee tumhen "
aaj tum mere beenaa jee rahee hon,
aaj tum badal gaee hon.,
aaj tum kahee bhee mujhe dikhaaee bhee naheen de rahee hon,
aur aaj tum hee mujhase door hon gaee hon,
ab tum hee kaho kyaa karoon ye kht kaa ?
agar mitaa detee hu to tumhaaraa pyaar mujhe ab to sirf isamen se hee milane vaalaa hai..kaise mitaau ?
aur agar naheen mitaatee hu to meree aankhe ronaa bndh naheen karatee..
kyon aisaa rishtaa bndhaa jisame jab tak saath the tum khush thee,
par aaj saath naheen hai to bhee tum khush hon...
chalo mai hee tay kar rahee hu kee pyaar kaa khonaa bardaasht naheen hogaa mujhase..
bhale ro ro ke aakhe chalee jaaye ..
tumhaaree sakhee..

neetaa kotechaa "nityaa"

tumhen aavaaj de ke dekh liyaa..
tumhen dil se pukaar ke dekh liyaa..

lagataa hai yaa meree aavaaj naheen nikal rahee
yaa fir tumhen meree aavaaj sunaaee naheen de rahee..

mainne to har dam tumhaaraa saath chaahaa thaa..

mainne to har dam tumhen paanaa chaahaa thaa..
lagataa hai yaa meraa paas rahanaa tumhen achchhaa naa lagaa ,

yaa fir mere kareeb aanaa tumhen achchhaa naheen naheen ..

is kadar to muh naa modo,
ki toot jaae ham,
naa tum mujhe kabhee dhoondh paao ,
aur naa kabhee khud ko paa sake ham

neetaa kotechaa "nityaa

bas ek aakhiree saas lenee hai ab...

jee ko ab aaraam denaa hai ab...

kyon pareshaan kare use teree yaadon se,

sab baaton se use aaraam denaa hai ab...

jee kiyaa aakhiree saas pe tuje bulaa loo,

ek baar pachhataane kaa maukaa de doo..

kyonki fir jo tum rooge vo shaayad maan naa dekh sakoon,

par naheen bulaanaa tumhen jaane do,

kyonki ye hee kahoge kee galatee tumhaaree thee..

kee tumane mujhase jyaadaa muhabbat kee..

isalie ab naheen ab bas...

ab maukaa tumhen denaa naheen ek bhee..

bas tum ronaa naheen meree maut pe dost,

kyonki galatee meree thee naa, muhabbat to mainne kee thee naa..

to mai naa dekh paaoongee tumhen rote hoove..

neetaa kotechaa

manan...........(paravarish )

aaj svapanil aur sndhyaa ne tay kiyaa thaa ki aaj to vo do. se kahenge hee kee ab davaaee badalo kyonki....
aaj manan ko bukhaar men tapate chauthaa din thaa ...par bukhaar utarane kaa naam hee naheen le rahaa thaa..aakhir svapnil aur sndhyaa se ab sahaa naheen jaa rahaa thaa to unhonne do. se kahaa ki kyaa ham manan ko kisee achchhe aspataal men daakhil karavaa de ? do. ne manaa kar diyaa ki aisee koee jarurat naheen hai bukhaar utar jaaegaa....par ab vo donon maane naheen aur shahar ke sabase achchhe aspataal men manan ko daakhil karavaa diyaa gayaa..
umr bahut kaam thee manan kee..sirf saat saal kaa hee to thaa....par use theek se hosh naheen aa rahaa thaa. vo neend men kuchh bole jaa rahaa thaa..kyaa bol rahaa thaa ye kisee ko samajh naheen aa rahaa thaa..|
aakhir men do. ne manan ke maataa pitaa ko apanee kebin men bulaayaa...aur poochhaa ki "ab aap log mujhe bataaye ki jab use bukhaar aayaa hai use pahale aapake ghar men kuchh huaa thaa ? " svapnil ne javaab diyaa " aisaa kuchh khaas naheen huaa thaa. bas ham donon ke beech men chhotaa saa jhagadaa huaa thaa....par ye ham donon ke beech bahut aam see baat hai ....is baar bhee koee nayee baat naheen huee .."
do.beech men hee gusse se bole " chalataa rahataa hai se matalab ? tum logo kee apane bachche ko lekar koee javaabadaaree hai kee naheen....tum log samajhate kyon naheen..pahale ye bataayo kee jhagadaa kyaa thaa ?
svapnil thodaa dar saa gayaa..usane kahaa " us din meree beevee ke maayake vaalo ne poojaa keertan rakhaa thaa aur hamaare beech isee baat ko lekar jhagadaa huaa ki un logo ne mujhe ijjt se aamntrit karane ke liye fon naheen kiyaa.."
aur sndhyaane kahaa thaa ki " tum chaaho to manan se poochh lo use bhee pataa hai ki mammee aur paapaa donon kaa fon aayaa thaa.....un logo ne bahut ijjt aur sammaan se hamahe bulaayaa hai "
par mainne hee manan ko bahut jor se daant ke poochhaa thaa ki " sach bataao, kaheen mammee ne hee to naheen tumhe jhooth bolane ko kahaa hai ...."aur vo meree is baat aur jor kee aavaaj se dar gayaa thaa aur apanee mammee ke peechhe chhup gayaa thaa..aur mai meree jidd ke kaaran poojaa men naheen gayaa jisakee vajahe se sndhyaa ro ro ke so gaee..subah uth ne ke baad hamane dekhaa to manan ko bahut tej bukhaar thaa..|
itanaa sunate hee do. ne jor se apanaa haath apane tebal pe patakaa aur bole " tum logo men akl naam kee jaisee cheej hai kee naheen..khud kee baat ko sahee aur jhoothee saabit karane ke liye ek chhote bachche kaa sahaaraa liyaa..sharm aanee chaahie tum donon ko..."
svapnil aur sndhyaa ko khud kee galatee samajhate der naheen lagee .. par ab kyaa ?
aaj 8 din ho gae par manan kaa bukhaar naheen utar rahaa thaa. aur naa vo theek se hosh men aa rahaa thaa..
aakhir men do. ne kahaa " ab aapake paas ek hee raastaa hai, aap apanee patnee ke maayake vaalo ko bulaao auraachchhe se baate karo taaki un baato ko manan sune ....isee se kuchh fark padegaa manan ke man par ..jis se vo kuchh theek ho sakataa hai ......khud ke gusse kaa dar nikaalo usake man se ...."
binaa vakt barbaad kiye ...svapnil apane sasuraal gayaa aur apane sasur se maafee maangee aur do. ne jo jo baate us se kahee thee sab jaa kar bataaee..saas aur sasur turnt usake saath aspataal pahunche .aur jaise ki do. ne unhen samajhaayaa thaa vaise hee unhonne kiyaa..aur kuchh hee vakt men isakaa asar manan kee aankhon men dekhane ko milaa ....vo apane mammee paapaa ke pyaar ko kareeb se dekh kar kuchh khush najr aa rahaa thaa ......aahistaa aahistaa manan kaa bukhaar utarane lagaa..aur agale teen men vo kaafee theek bhee ho gayaa ..par theek hone ke baad manan ne apanee mammee se sabase pahale ye poochhaa " mammee , paapaa gusse men to naheen hai naa ?"aur sndhyaa ne hnsate hue usake baalo ko sahalaa diyaa ....
ab do. ne use aaj ghar le jaane kee anumati de dee..svapnil aur sndhyaa ko do. ne bulaayaa aur kahaa " tumhaare liye jo bahut chhotee see baat hotee hai vo kabhee kabhee bachchon ke liye bahut badee baat ...is jeevan kaa aadhaar ban jaatee hai ..unake man men vo aisee kunthaa ko janm detee hai ki unake jeene kaa aadhaar hee badal jaataa hai ..vo maataa pitaa ke jhagado ko sah naheen sakate..... ab mai ye hee kahoongaa ki aage se usake saamane bahut snbhaal kar baat karanaa"|
us din se svapnil aur sndhyaa ne apane jeene kaa tareekaa hee badal liyaa aur ghar men har pal khushee se bharaa vaataavaran rakhane lage.. unhonne samajh liyaa thaa ki bachchon ko bahut hee prem se aur dhyaan se badaa karanaa hee unakaa kartavy hai |
svapnil soch rahaa thaa ki ham apane abhimaan , maan , apamaan ke chakkar men apane hee bachchon ko apanee hee baato se pareshaan karate rahate hai aur chhotee chhotee baato par ham sabakaa kabhee dhyaan bhee naheen jaataa.. bachchon ke man ko padhnaa bahut jaruree hai ...naheen to bhagavaan ne die hue fool ko murajhaa jaane men der naheen lagegee ..aur hamane bhagavaan kaa apamaan kiyaa aisaa hee kahalaaegaa .........

vishvaas kee dor

jaise jaise andheree(munbaee ) steshan najdeek aataa gayaa maunee ke man men ghabaraahat vaise vaise badhatee jaa rahee thee , maunee andheree ke ek kolej men profesar thee .kolej men sab usase darate the|par pichhale 4 maheeno se maunee apane hee kolej ke profesar gaandhee se..aamanaa saamanaa hone par darane lagee thee..use ye hee dar thaa ki agar kisee ne ..yaa khud profesar gaandhee ne use chor najro se dekhate hue ... dekh liyaa to..??????
maunee ko vo din yaad aataa thaa jab usakee mammee use kahatee thee "maunee shaadee kar le., mere liye too shaadee naheen karake galatee kar rahee ho ,mere jaane ke baad tum pooree jindagee akelee kaise jeeegee .aur umr badh jaane ke baad koee milegaa bhee naheen...jo tumhaaraa jeevan saathee ban sake..aur har baar maunee ne mammee kee baat ko sun kar anasunaa kar diyaa .... ab maunee ko bahut baar mammee kee baat yaad aatee thee. ... bahut baar aisaa hotaa thaa ki use lagataa thaa kee is vakt koee naa ho jisake saath vo apane dil kee...apanee dinacharyaa kee sabhee baate usake saath kar sake ,...apane dil kaa gam halkaa kar sake..|par ab bahut der ho chukee thee ....vakt usake haatho se kisee machhalee saa fisal chukaa thaa ...ab ye baat sochakar khud ko duhkh dene kaa koee matalab naheen .... par dil aur dimaag kee ladaaee usake apane vash men naheen thee...hamaare naa chaahane par bhee ....dimaag men uthane vaalee soch khudabakhud kisee bin bulaaye mehamaan kee tarah usake kareeb chalee aatee thee ...|
kabhee kabhee dil karataa thaa kee bachchon se thodaa hnsee .. majaak kare ..unase baate kare ...par kabhee aisaa vo kar naheen paaee .....pooree jindagee khud ko udaasee ke khol men bndh rakhaa auraapanee gusse vaale pratiroop ab yoon achaanak .kaise vo sabake saamane thod de |profesar gaandhee kaa yoon achaanak usakee jindagee men ...us se poochhe binaa aanaa,...usakee samajh men kuchh naheen aa rahaa thaa ki ab ye 44 kee umr men kismat use kyaa dikhaane vaalee thee? profesar gaandhee apanee umr ke 47 saal poore kar chuke the ..,,unhonne bhee shaadee naheen kee thee |jaisaa vo pahale din se sunatee aaee thee ki profesar bahut gusse vaale hai ...par unase milane ke baad pataa chalaa ki ...vo bahut hee hnsamukh insaan the..bindaas hnsate aur hnsaate the aur maunee ne to apanee jindagee men kabhee kisee ko hnsate hue dekhaa hee naheen thaa....jisakee vajah se ab maunee hnsanaa hee bhool gaee thee..|
kabhee kabhee jindagee ke aas paas ham hee aisaa vaataavaran khadaa kar detaahai ki naa chaahate hue bhee usee ke makadajaal men fasn kar rah jaate hain |
andheree steshan aa gayaa ....vo daravaaje ke paas hee khadee thee aur usane dekhaa profesar gaandhee to pahale se hee usakaa intajaar kar rahe the....bahut dinon se un donon kaa ye nity kram ho gayaa thaa....vo dhyaan bhee to bahut rakhate the maunee kaa..
vo jab jab milate the tab to jaise maunee hnsane ke alaavaa kuchh kaam hee naheen karatee thee..aur alag hone ke baad bhee to vo donon din men do baar fon par baat kar hee lete the..
maunee kabhee kabhee apane is rishte ko leke dar see jaatee thee..par jab bhee profesar ko dekhatee vo dar bhool jaatee....naa chaahate hue bhee vo dinodin unake kareeb hotee jaa rahee thee ...roj kolej ke liye jaldee nikalanaa .. donon kaa saath men mil ke chaay naashtaa karanaa aur fir kolej men ek saath jaanaa .....
aaj bhee jab se mile tab se maunee kaa hnsanaa hee shuroo thaa..donon naashtaa kar rahe the tabhee profesar ne maunee se poochhaa ''maunee, tumane mujhe ye to bataayaa ki tumane shaadee naheen kee ..apanee mammee ke liye,par tumane mujh se kabhee naheen poochhaa ki mainne shaadee kyon naheen kee..?"
maunee kee dhadkan jaise ruk see gaee, use pataa naheen thaa ki profesar apanee baat kis roop men usake saamane rakhege ...vo ye to jaanatee thee ki ye baat kabhee naa kabhee to uthegee hee|
maunee ne khud ko snbhaalate hue kahaa ki " aap hee bataa do ki ''kyon naheen kee shaadee ?"
tab profesar ne kahaa " mujhe ek ladakee pasnd thee jo mere saath padhatee thee., usakee shaadee kisee aur se ho gaee..tab se mai kisee aur mai fir kabhee kisee ko apane hraday men sthaan naheen de paayaa|
maunee ne prashnavaachak najron se unakee taraf dekhaa jaise poochh rahee ho "kyaa ab vo pyaar tumane mujhe men bhee naheen dekhaa ?
tabhee profesar bole " najaro se mat poochho maunee jo poochhanaa hai jor se poochho naa..".....kuchh der kee khaamoshee aur stbadhataa ke baad maunee kee najar sharm se jhuk gaee ..|
tabhee profesar ne apane haath se usakaa cheharaa oopar kiyaa..maunee jaise kaanp see gaee..pahalee baar usako kisee purunsh ne chhuaa thaa.. usane dar aur hayaa se apanee aankhe bnd kar lee|tabhee profesar ne kahaa " maunee shaayad bhagavaan ko ye hee mnjoor thaa ki ham donon mile iseelie hamaaree shaadee us vakt naheen huee ..ab hamen sachche saath aur saathee ke pyaar kee jarurat hai jo hamen ek doosare se hee mil sakatee hai..ab ham jindagee ko achchhe se samajhane lage hai ..is se pahale ki vakt hamen fir se akelaa kar de usase pahale aayo ..... ham ek ho jaae..
aur us vakt pyaar aur vishvaas kee dor men bndhee maunee ne profesar kaa haath kas ke pakad letee hai .

" svapnil"

bhagavaan ne ye kaisee duniyaa banaaee hai ki maanav usakee moh maayaa men se nikal hee naheen sakataa.. jinake bachche hote hai vo bhee rote hai jinake naheen hote vo bhee rote hain ....

"shaadee ke 8 saal hone ko aaye the par amitaa ko bachchaa naheen hon rahaa thaa..amitaa aur neerav ne prem vivaah kiyaa thaa .amitaa maraathee aur neerav gujaraatee thaa .neerav ke mammee paapaa is shaadee se khush naheen the.isalie neerav ne shaadee karake apanaa alag ghar basaa liyaa thaa................. ab to sab ke rishte achchhe hon gaye the fir bhee abhee tak neerav saath men rahane ke lie taiyaar naa thaa.usake dil men ek duhkh thaa ki usakee pasnd par usake mammee paapaa ne shak kiyaa thaa..aur mammee paapaa ko lagataa thaa ki neerav unhen samajh naheen paa rahaa thaa..ye isee naasamajhee men hee vo alag rahe ..shaadee ke 5 saal baad ek baar jab neerav ke paapaa ko hridayaghaat huaa aur amitaa ne unakee jis apanepan se sevaa kee tab unhen ahasaas huaa ki amitaa bhale alag dharm kee thee par hraday to usakaa bhee naajuk hee thaa..fir rishte achchhe hon gaye par neerav saath rahane ke lie kabhee maanaa naheen..aaj jab do. ke se khabar milee kee amitaa maan banane vaalee hai tab vo bahut khush huaa ,par do. ne ye bhee kahaa thaa ki amitaa kee badee umr aur bhaaree shareer ke kaaran use bahut snbhaalanaa padegaa..naheen to maan aur bachche donon ke lie khtaraa hai..
" uparavaale kaa upakaar samajh kar unhonne bade dhyaan se din bitaane shuroo kiye..is baar neerav kee mammee khud se aakar unake saath rahane lagee..aur amitaa kee dekhabhaal karane lagee..neerav ye dekhakar bahut khush huaa ..kabhee kabhee amitaa ko hnsaane ke lie neerav kahataa "betee hogee yaa betaa ? aur ham unakaa naam kyaa rakhenge..kuchh to socho.." par amitaa kaanp uthatee aur kahatee " neerav abhee kuchh mat socho..jab jo hogaa tab vo sochenge.."aur teeno jan chup se hon jaate..kyoki dar sab ke dil men utanaa hee thaa..
' saatavaa maheenaa chal rahaa thaa ek din amitaa kee tabiyat bahut bigadne lagee aur use aspataal le jaanaa padaa. use aur usake bete donon ko bachaa liyaa gayaa..par do. ne neerav ko bulaa kar kahaa ki" bhagavaan se praarthanaa karo kee bachchaa bach jaae..aur do mahine achchhe se nikaal jaaen taaki bachaa surakshit janm le sake .. " neerav ko chintaa ne gher liyaa..par usane amitaa ko kuchh naheen kahaa.. neerav kaa chaheraa dekh ke amitaa samajh gaee ki bachche ko kuchh jyaadaa hee takaleef hai . ek din amitaa kee tabiyat kuchh jyaadaa bigadee .par usane bhee neerav ko pareshaan karanaa theek naa samajhaa ..isalie vo bhee chup rahee..aise hee dekhate -snbhaalate aathavaa maheenaa lag gayaa. aur ab bas bees din nikaalane baakee the..utane nikal jaae to bhee achchhaa thaa..
"par jo insaan sochataa hai vo to hotaa naheen.. use paachave din hee takaleef shuroo hon gaee aur turnt hospital le jaanaa padaa..thodee der men do. ne aakar kahaa kee betaa huaa hai..par bachche ko kaanch kee petee(inkubetar ) men rakhanaa padegaa..kyoki bachche kee dhadkan bahut dheemee chal rahee thee. neerav ne turnt bachche ko dusare aspataal men bhartee karavaa diyaa. usee aspataal men ek kamaraa amitaa ke lie le liyaa..taaki vo bhee bachche ke kareeb rah sake. ek din beetaa , bade do. ko bulaayaa gayaa.. dusaraa din beetaa . aur dusare bade do. ko bulaayaa gayaa..bachche ko dekhane ke baad do.ki aapas men baatacheet huee aur unhonne neerav ko bulaayaa aur kahaa" bachchaa venteeletar par hee hai..hamaaree taraf se hamane koee kasar baakee naheen rakhee par hamen koee ummeed najar naheen aa rahee .. ab aap logo ko tay karanaa hai kee venteeletar hataa de yaa naheen.."
' neerav par to jaise aasamaan gir gayaa.. vo amitaa ko ye sab kaise bataaye , ye soch kar pareshaan thaa.. itane saalo ke baad bhagavaan ne bachchaa diyaa aur use maarane kaa nirnay bhee hamen hee karanaa hai ,, aakhir usane amitaa se ye baat kahee ..amitaa snbhaalee naheen jaa rahee thee..thodee der baad neerav ne tay kiyaa kee is tarah se apane bachche ko pareshaan naheen kar sakataa..vo do.. ko kahane ke lie khadaa huaa ki .. tabhee amitaa ne usakaa haath pakad kar kahaa " neerav, chalo ham apane bachche kaa naam to rakh le..jisase ham use kuchh naam se yaad kar sake.." ameetaa kee ye baat sun kar ab neerav toot saa gayaa..aur jor se ro padaa..
' ab ameetaa ne neerav se kahaa." neerav rone se kuchh naheen hogaa..ham hameshaa bhagavaan se kahate the kee hamen bachchaa do ,isalie usane de to diyaa..par usakee mrityu kee jimeddaaree bhee hamen hee de dee..ab ham usase kabhee bachchaa naheen maangege..... ham usakaa naam" svapnil" rakhate hai...... vo apanaa sapanaa pooraa karane hee to aayaa thaa.. bhale chaar din ke lie sahee..... par usane hamen mammee paapaa banaayaa to sahee.."ab neerav do. ke kamare kee taraf jaane lagaa tabhee use peechhe se amitaa kee aur usakee mammee kee rone kee aavaaj sunaaee dee...

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bhool

ahamadaabaad eksapres bahut tejee se apanee mnjil kee aur badh rahee thee par vanitaa ke man men chain naheen thaa..naa aankho men neend thee...bas bees saal pahale kee baate jaise aankho ke aage se ek pikchar kee tarah aa jaa rahee thee...usane apanee soch se bachane ke liye aankhe jor se baandh kar lee ....aankhe bndh karane se soch atakatee kahaan hai ?aur bndh aankhon se bhee soch ne vanitaa ko jaise gher liyaa aur apane ateet ke shiknje se vanitaa khud ko naa bachaa sakee..vo soch rahee thee ki kabhee rishto men ham aise ulajh se jaate hai ki hamen khud ko pataa hee naheen chalataa kee ham sahee hai yaa galat..........|.
aur use yaad aa gaee saaree baate....vanitaa ke mammee paapaa kaa dehaant huaa tab vo sirf 12 saal kee thee.....ab ghar men chaachaa aur vo donon hee bache the .. ..chaachaa bhee kahaan jyaadaa bade the.....bas usase sirf 8 saal bade..par chaachaa ne sab bahut achchhe se snbhaal liyaa thaa.aur use yaad aa gaee saaree baate....ab ghar men vanitaa kee koee bhee baat ho to .. aakhiree nirnay usake chaachaa kaa hee hotaa thaa..aur chaachaa kee baat vo maan bhee letee thee..vo chaachaa bhateejee se jyaadaa to dost the ek doosare ke..bas chaachaa hee usakee jindagee thee|
aise hee jab vo ek din subah so kar uthee thee to usane dekhaa thaa ki unake kaee rishtedaar ghar aaye hue the..aur jaate vakt kahate gae ki aaj shaam ko chaachaa ko dekhane koee ladkee vaale aane vaale hai .... vanitaa is baat ko to bhool hee gaee thee kee chaachaa kee jindagee men usake atirikt doosaree ladkee bhee koee aa sakatee hai use aisaa lagataa thaa ki jaise vo aur chaachaa hee pooree jindagee saath saath rahane vaale hai ......|
aur kuchh din ke baad chaachee aa hee gaee.....chaachee kaa aanaa vanitaa ko pasnd naheen aayaa |ab chaachaa ko usake liye kahaan vakt thaa....vanitaa ko duhkh is baat kaa thaa kee chaachaa ko pataa bhee naheen thaa ki usake dil pe kyaa beet rahee thee..
thode din baad chaachee ko vaapas usake maayake vaale apane ghar le gae aur kah ke gae kee ham 8 din baad chhod ke jaayenge..ab vanitaa khush thee kee ab vo chaachaa ke saath akelee rah sakegee....|
jis din chaachee gaee us din vanitaa ne bahut achchhaa khaanaa banaayaa..khaanaa khaane ke baad donon thodee der saath men baithe baat karane ke liye..chaachaa use sab poochh rahe the ki kaisee chal rahee hai padhaaee...ghar aane aur jaane kaa vakt usakee saheliyon ke baare men aur bhee bahut kuchh..
tabhee chaachaa ko beech men rokate hue vanitaa ne kahaa " kitane dinon baad aap ye sab mujh se poochh rahe ho..kahaan kho gae ho aap?"chaachaa ne hns ke javaab diyaa"vanitaa ab meree bhee jimmedaaree hai,...mujhe tumhaaree chaachee kee taraf bhee to dhyaan denaa hai naa.ab tumhaare liye tumhaaree chaachee hai naa..usake kaho apane man kee baate ..apanaa saaraa dinacharyaa apanee chaachee se kaho ...vo bhee khush ho jaaegee .. ..tabhee vanitaa bich men hee bol uthee" jarurat kyaa thee shaadee karane kee ? kyaa mai naheen thee aap ke liye ?" chaachaa jor se hns pade..aur bole"vineetaa meree bhee kuchh jaroorat hotee hai jo tum pooraa naheen kar sakatee ho.."
aur vaneetaa ne kahaa" ek baar kahaa to hotaa sab khvaahish pooree karatee aapakee mai..mai bhee ab chhotee naheen hoon "|aur vanitaa kee baat sun kar chaachaa jhatake se khade ho gae aur kuchh bhee bole binaa gusse men apane kamare men chale gae
vanitaa bhee unake gusse se dar gaee..tab to apane kamare men chalee gaee par pooree raat so naa sakee..subah hote hote use neend aaee..jab uthee to usane dekhaa 8 din baad aane vaale chaachee ghar vaapas aa gaee thee ....vanitaa samajh gaee ki chaachaa ne hee unako bulaa liyaa hogaa..do din beet gae usane dekhaa chaachaa usake saath baat naheen kar rahe the..|aur teesare din vanitaa ghar chhodkar nikal gaee..
poore raaste vanitaa vo hee to soch rahee thee ki kyaa kyaa naheen huaa itane saalo men usake saath.. kitane log aaye usakee jindagee men ..jab chaachaa ke ghar se nikalee thee tab kyaa thaa usake saath ... bas ek sahelee kaa saath ..useene to use munbaee bhejaa thaa..vahaan jaane ke baad pahale do din vo sahelee ke saath usake maamaa ke ghar rahee aur do din ke baad usane vahaan kee ek hostal men use jagah dilaa dee..aur fir ek aofis men kaam.. aahistaa aahistaa aofis vaalo ke saath dostee hon gaee.....kaam jyaadaa karane lagee.....paise kamaane lagee aur kiraaye pe apanaa chhotaa saa ghar liyaa..beech beech men apanee sahelee se chaachaa kaa haal jaanatee rahatee thee..usake chaachaa vanitaa ke jaane ke baad paagal se ho gae the... ..kaheen se vanitaa kaa pataa mil jaaye isake lie vo kitanee baar usakee sahelee se usake baare men poochh chuke the.....ki vanitaa kaa koee samaachaar mile to jarur bataanaa.....samay jaise apanon ko bhee door kar detaa hai vaise hee thak haar kar ... aahistaa aahistaa chaachaa ne bhee usakee sahelee se bhee baat karanee bndh kar dee thee |.par is baar usee sahelee ne aa kar use ye khabar dee ki ab usake chaachaa bahut beemaar hai jab se vo ghar chhod ke gaee hai .....
ye sun kar khud pe kaaboo naheen rakh paaee vanitaa aur sahelee ki god men sar rakh kar foot foot ro padee ......jaise baraso kaa rukaa sailaab apane kinaare tod kar baahar aa gayaa ho|ab usake saamane sabase badaa prashan ye hee thaa ki vo ghar kaise jaise ..chaachaa chaachee kaa saamanaa kaise kare ..unase najre kaise milaaye? bahut baar akele men sochatee thee kee galatee kisakee thee usakee ...usakee us umr kee yaa usakee soch kee..chaachaa ne to kabhee koee galat vyavahaar naheen kiyaa thaa.. to use ye aakarshan kaise hon gayaa thaa?..usake dimaag men tab ek hee baat thee kee chaachaa sirf meraa hee hai..vo aur kisakaa hon hee naheen sakataa aur usake lie vo kuchh bhee karane ko taiyaar thee....chaachaa ne bhee to kabhee kuchh samajhaane kee koshish naheen kee...par agar chaachaa samajhaate to kyaa vo us vakt unakee baato ko samajh paatee ....shaayad naheen. aur usane chaachaa ko maukaa bhee to naheen diyaa kee vo use kuchh bhee samajhaa sake..bas ruthake ghar chhod diyaa thaa..aur munbaee aa gaee binaa kisee ko bataaye | aofis men kitane parinit aur bin parinit purusho ne usako pyaar karane kee koshish kee par naa chaahate hue bhee sab men use chaachaa hee dikhaaee dete the .par ek insaan ne aa kar ...usakee soch ...usakaa apane chaachaa ko dekhane kaa najariyaa hee badal ke rakh diyaa ..tab use pataa chalaa ki pyaar kyaa hai..aur apanon kee dekhabhaal aur unako snbhaal ke rakhane kee jimmevaaree use umr kee is padaav par pataa chalee ki vo chaachaa ko apane saath galat sochatee rahee ab tak |par kal achaanak hee usakee sahelee ofis aa pahunchee aur vanitaa kaa haath kheenchate hue us se bolee ki ''vanitaa chalo tumhaaraa chaachaa bas aakharee saansen gin rahe hai aur shaayad tumhaaraa intajaar hai unhen......aur vanitaa sab kuchh chhodake ahamadaabaad kee or daud padee thee.use kal hee pataa chalaa thaa ki chaachaa bahut jyaadaa beemaar hai..aur use yaad kar rahe hai..ghar pahunch kar usane dekhaa to chaachaa bistar pe lete hue the..jaise dikhaaee bhee naheen de rahe the..aur chaachee bahut ro rahee thee ..vanitaa ko dekh kar vo usake kareeb aaee aur bolee " vanitaa tumhaare jaane ke din se vo aise hee bistar pe hai..aur ek hee baat poochh rahe hai.kee vanitaa ko snbhaalane men meree kahaan galatee huee?vanitaakee aankho men ye sun kar aansoo aa gae..aur chaachaa ke paas jaa kar bolee.." chaachaa galatee aapakee naheen thee galatee meree soch men thee mujhe maaf kar do.." aur chaachaa ne usake sar pe haath rakhaa aur aakhiree saans le lee..jaise ek bojh se mukti mil gaee......|
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divaalee kyaa hai

divaalee kyaa hai ye unase kyon poochhate hon jinake ghar bhare hai..
unase poochho jo mushkil se ye din khtam karate hai..
unase poochho jinake ghar nae kapado kee bauchhaare naheen hotee ,
jinake ghar fataake naheen aate..
jinake gharo men ghee ke die naheen jalate..
kyoki khaane ko hee ghee naheen hotaa..
jinake paapaa ghar par deree se aate hai..
kee bachcho kaa saamanaa naa karanaa pade..
aur bachche jaldee so jaate hai joothamuth kaa ..
kee mammee paapaa ko buraa naa lage..
jinake ghar men mithaaee naheen aatee..
jinake ghar pe 50 rupiyaa kaa toran naheen bndhataa.
jinake ghar koee aataa bhee naheen ..
par fir bhee sab ek dusare ke saath muskaraate hai jaise kuchh huvaa hee naa hon..
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khaalee saa lagataa hai

kyon sab kuchh khaalee saa lagataa hai..
aankhe bharee hai aansoo o se fir bhee aankho men shunyataa
hai ,

dil hai dard aur khushee yo se bharaa..
fir bhee dil veeraan lagataa hai..

baahon men jul rahee hai kitanon kee baate..
jise gale lagaakar ham firate hai pooraa din..
fir bhee ek akelaapan saa lagataa hai..

jab bhee talaashatee hun khud ko..kabhee akele men..
to vo akelaapan jaise ghutan saa lagataa hai..

chhod diyaa hai ab khud kee pareshaaniyon ko sochanaa..
din raat jaise jindagee kaa sirf aanaa jaanaa lagataa hai..

neetaa kotechaa..

yu to jindagee ne dard mujhe deeyaa naheen kabhee,
ye to baato baato men jindagee bayaa hon gaee..

tumane muskaraanaa sikhaayaa thaa, chalo achchhaa hai rulaanaa bhee sikhaa riyaa॥
shikaayat usakee bhee naa karenge kee sanam tumane rulaa diyaa..

ham to unake kareeb rah kar bhee unhen chhu naa sake,
pataa hee naa thaa kee vo mere hai yaa naheen..

roj ek khavaab teraa dekh hee letee hu mai,
chalo aise hee khavaahishe pooree kar letee hu mai..

is tarah se kiseekee jarurat mahesus huee mujhe ,
jaise kee aakharee saas kee tamannaa adhooree hon...

ek naee aashaa..

"hospital kaa vaataavaran hee kuchh aisaa hotaa hai jahaan jaate hee dil ghabaraane saa lagataa hai..jaise mndir men jaane se khud hee dil ko shaanti see lagatee hai vaise hee hospital men jaane se khud hee ghabaraahat shuroo ho jaatee hai..chaaron or embulens rahatee hai kitane log rote rahate hai..koee akele akele baate karate rahate hai..
aaj meenoo kaa hospital jaanaa huaa .. usakee betee kee saas kee tabiyat theek n hone se unhen bhartee kiyaa thaa..betee kee shaadee kee hue abhee 3 maheene hue the..jab betee aur daamaad ghoom ke vaapas aaye..10 din sab ghar kaa kaam bataa kar saas aur sasur gaavn men khud ke doosare ghar chale gae..is bahaane ki bete aur bahu ko thodaa akele ghar men saath vakt bitaane kaa maukaa mile.. par gaavn men jaane ke 15 din men hee saas ko bahut tej bukhaar aayaa.. davaaeeyaan kee par kuchh fark naheen pad rahaa thaa. to unako vaapas munbaee laayaa gayaa. khud kee beemaaree se jyaadaa unako ye duhkh thaa kee nayee dulhan ko abhee se ye sab pareshaaniyaa aa gaee thee..jab meenoo usake paas pahunchee , to bas vo,ye hee baat kahe jaa rahe the ki mai kyon beemaar huee..aur unakaa ye saral svabhaav dekhakar meenoo ko betee kee kismat par garv ho rahaa thaa..kee use kitane achchhee saasoo jee milee hain ...
do ghnte meenoo unake paas baithee rahee.. fir jab vo ghar jaane lagee to lift bnd hone ke kaaran usako seediyaa se neeche utaranaa padaa. 7 mnjil use utaranee thee, vo aahistaa aahistaa sab kee takaleef dekhakar vo utar rahee thee. kaheen betee maan ke liye ro rahee thee kaheen maan betee ke liye. kitanee takaleef thee yahaan sab ke chehare par...

jab tak ham ghar se baahar naheen nikalate hamen pataa hee naheen chalataa kee kitanee pareshaaniyaan hai logo ko..seediyaa utarate utarate usane dekhaa saamane se teen aadamee ek mahilaa kaa haath pakad kar use aahistaa seediyaa chadhaa rahe the...meenoo ko aisaa lagaa kee jaise usane us mahilaa ko kahee dekhaa hai.. jaise jaise vo log najdeek aa rahe the vaise use yaad aa rahaa thaa ..aur use yaad aayaa kee ye to usakee sahelee jo skool men usake saath padhtee thee vo smitaa .. vo chaaro usake baajoo men se oopar nikal gae..vo bas dekhatee hee rah gaee..usake munh se ek shabd baahar hee naheen aa rahaa thaa
aage jaa kar usame se ek purush kaa dhyaan peechhe meenoo kee aur gayaa.. tabhee meenoo ne poochhaa " ye smitaa hee hai n ?" usame se ek purush ne javaab diyaa" haan par mainne aapako pahachaanaa naheen.."
meenoo ne javaab diyaa " mai aur smitaa skool men saath men padhte the.par use ye kyaa huaa hai..?"
vo purush ne javaab diyaa " agar aapako vakt hai to 10 minit thahariye ,,mai smitaa ko doktar ke room men chhodkar aaoo.
meenoo ne kahaa" theek hai mai intajaar kar rahee hoon "
vo teenon vaapas smitaa ko lekar chalane lage..
vahee oopar jaa ke meenoo ek seet par baith gaee..aur use apane skool ke din yaad aa gae.. teechar ko pareshaan karanaa smitaa kaa sabase badaa shauk thaa..sabakee nakl karanaa use bakhoobee aataa thaa...usake saath rajaa ke dinon men juhoo beech par jaanaa yaa pikchar dekhane jaanaa aur mastee karanaa ye alag hee baat thee. skoolakaa jeevan khtam huaa aur kolej men donon kee alag laain thee to alag kolej men daakhilaa milaa..aur jindagee men nae dost aa gae..aur puraane doston ko bhoolate gae .aaj meenoo ko afsos ho rahaa thaa kee ham kyon puraane doston kee khabar naheen lete.. .
ab i vo soch hee rahee thee kee baat karane vaalaa purush jo smitaa ke saath thaa vo usake kareeb aayaa..usake baajoo men baithaa aur usane bolane kaa sharu kiyaa.." mai to aapako naheen pahachaanataa.. par aapane kahaa kee smitaa aapakee skool kee dost hain ....

smitaa pichhale 20 saal se is haalaat se gujr rahee hai.. use khud kaa bhee koee hosh naheen hai..vo kyaa kar rahee hai use kuchh pataa naheen chalataa..n vo kiseeko mujhe bhee naheen pahachaanatee ..mai usakaa pati sameer hoon
meenoo ne beech me hee prashn poochh liyaa kee "aisaa huaa kaise?"
sameer ne kahaa " hamaaree shaadee ke ek saal men hamen ek betaa huaa .. bahut khush thee smitaa..kee pahalee hee baar men bhagavaan ne use betaa de diyaa..par dedh saal beetane par pataa chalaa kee betaa sun naheen sakataa.fir pataa chalaa vo bol bhee naheen sakataa..tab tak hamen doosaraa bachchaa hone vaalaa thaa.. ab vo doosare bachche kee aashaa men jee rahee thee..
nau maheene ke baad doosaraa betaa aayaa.. pahale hee din se vo usake aajoo baajoo bas aavaaj karake dekh rahee thee kee vo sun sakataa hai yaa naheen..par hamaaree kismat khraab kee doosare bete ko bhee vo hee takaleef aaee..aur jab smitaa ko ye baat kaa pataa chalaa vo toot gaee..
aur aisee beemaar padee kee bas vo khud ko hee bhool gaee.."
meenoo ne poochhaa " to kyaa is rog kaa koee ilaaj naheen hai.."
sameer ne kahaa " 20 saal se to mai sirf ye hee kaam kar rahaa hoon par koee fark naheen..ye jo mere saath the vo hamaare do bete hai..jo bol aur sun naheen sakate..par aaj unakee shaadee bhee ho gaee hai..par mujhe meree patnee vaapas naheen milee.."
tabhee hee doktar .ne sameer ko aavaaj dee aur kamare men bulaayaa.sameer ne turnt ek pepar men kuchh likhaa aur meenoo ko dete hue kahaa" ye hamaaraa pataa hai, kabhee ho sake to hamaare ghar smitaa ke paas baithane shaayad aapako dekhakar use aapakee skool kee baate yaad aa jaae aur vo theek ho jaae.." itanaa kah kar vo doktar ke paas chalaa gayaa..
pataa haath men pakade meenoo soch rahee thee kee kaisaa insaan hai ye..khud hee kahataa hai kee koee ilaaj hee naheen hai..aur khud hee aur ek naee aashaa ko khud ke man men janm de ke gayaa..shaayad ye hee maanav maatr kaa svabhaav hai..

maalateeben saraiyaa..

aaj 8 maarch jo mahilaa din ke naam se sab manaate hai..15 dinon se maalatee ko kitane fon aa rahe the kee unake prograam men vo atithi -vishesh banake jaae..par maalatee ko ye din hee naheen pasnd thaa. use gussaa aataa thaa kyon ye dikhaavaa..?
jab koee purush kisee mahilaa ko kabhee sammaan detaa hee naheen to bhee ye din manaane kaa ? aur unako sabase jyaadaa gussaa is baat se thaa ki us prograam men purush sadasy bhee hote the..
par aaj jinakaa fon aayaa thaa unhen n kahanaa mushkil thaa.. kyoki ye hee vo insaan the , jinhonne apane pepar men unakee pahalee kahaanee chhaapee thee aur tab se use logo ne pahachaanaa thaa..
fir vo khud kee sharto pe hee vo jaane ko taiyaar huee..maalatee jaanatee thee kee use kahee n kahee to jaanaa hee padegaa..naheen to aise hee fon aate rahenge..
aur usane "streetv snsthaa " vaalo ko haan kah dee ..
maalatee ko pataa thaa vahaan bahut bade bade mahaanubhaav aaenge .."streetv sasthaa " vaalo ko bhee pataa thaa kee maalatee saraiyaa matalab aag ugalane vaalee insaan ..maalatee ko khud ko is baat kaa acharaj thaa ki kyon fir bhee log use pasnd karate the.. par usane sochaa theek hai chalo hamen to apanaa kaam karanaa hai aur nikal jaanaa hai.."streetv sasthaa " vaalo ko bhee pataa thaa kee agar kiseeko bhee pataa chal gayaa kee maalatee saraiyaa aane vaalee hai to aadhe log nikal jaayenge,iseelie kiseeko bataayaa naheen gayaa thaa.
shaam huee .prograam kaa hol pooraa bharaa huaa thaa..ye prograam teevee men laaiv dikhaane vaale the to bade log bhee jyaadaa aate the..maalatee saraiyaa kee entree sabase aakharee men rahatee thee.
aakhir prograam kee shuruaat ho hee gaee.. snchaalak ne maaik apane haath men le ke stree shakti ke baare men bahut saaree baate kee..fir unhonne alag alag snsthaa ke pramukh ko bulaayaa..unhonne bhee apane pravachan die..naariyon ko kis tarah se aage badhnaa chaahie us vishay par baaten kee..aur naariyo kee taareef karane men koee kasar baakee naheen rakhee..
sab ke pravachan ke baad snchaalak vaapas stej par aaye aur kahaa. ab mai nimntrit karataa hoon us insaan ko jo ek ek striyon ke dil men raaj karatee hai.. mai unhen aamatrit karataa hoon kee vo aaj ke din apane vichaar pragat kare..to svaagat hai maalatee saraiyaa jee kaa..
unakaa naam sunate hee hol men baithee saaree naariyo men se bahut see ke chahere par khushee aaee aur jo apane patidev ke saath aaee thee unake chahere kaa rng jaise ud saa gayaa..kyoki unhen pataa thaa kee aaj ke vishay ko dekhate vo kaise mardon kee haalat karegee..aur usame unhen hee daant padegee..ye hee to hai apanee bhaarateey naaree kee majbooree..ki patidev kitanaa bhee galat kar rahe ho par unake khilaaf vo ek shabd naheen bolatee..aur n bolane detee hai..
logo ke beecho men kaanaafoosee shuroo ho gaee thee..kitane aadamiyon ko to A.C hol men baithe hone ke baavajood paseenaa pochhanaa padaa..
maalatee saraiyaa jaise hee stej par aaee poore hol men aate hue aavaaj jaise tham see gaee . ekadam shaant ho gayaa pooraa vaataavaran.bas unake chappal kee edee kee aavaaj hee aa rahee thee..pooree shvet rng kee saaree men meroon rng kee bordar vaalee saadee ..tanaa huaa badan ..kahee se lagataa naheen thaa kee vo 60 saal kee mahilaa thee..
snchaalak ne unakaa svaagat haar aur shreefal se kiyaa..aur maalatee saraiyaa ko maaik dete hue kahaa kee " ab aap apane shabdon kaa upahaar hamen dekar hamaare prograam kee shobhaa badhaaie..
maalatee jee ne maaik haath men le kar poore hol men najar ghumaaee aur puchhaa" bolo kis kis ko mere shabdon kaa upahaar chaahie aur kis kis ko naheen " aur fir vo muskaraane lage..
kahee se koee javaab naheen aayaa..
to unhonne bolanaa shuroo kiyaa..
" aaj mahilaa din, par mujhe ek baat samajh naheen aa rahee kee yahaan par bahut saare purush varg kyon shaamil hai..yahaan jisane prograam rakhaa unhen bhee mai poochhatee hoon kee kyaa mahilaaon ko purush ke haatho se sanmaan denaa theek hogaa ?"
ye thaa sab purusho ko pahalaa tamaachaa..
" yahaan par jyaadaatar purusho ko ye lag rahaa hogaa ki mai yahaan se uth ke chalaa jaaoo.. to jinhen aisaa mahasoos ho rahaa hai vo khushee se jaa sakataa hai.. par sirf vo hee log jaa sakate hai jo apanee patnee par haath uthaate ho yaa din raat unakaa apamaan karate ho.." ab maalatee jee vaapas chup ho gaee..aur intajaar karane lagee kee koee uth ke jaae..
aur hol men baithaa purush varg soch men pad gayaa kee agar gae to yoon lagegaa kee ham apanee patniyon ko maarate hai yaa unakaa apamaan karate hai..aur agar naheen gae to maalatee jee kaa apamaan sahanaa hai..par jaane se behatar unako baithanaa lagaa..
do minit ke intajaar ke baad maalatee jee ne vaapas maaik uthaayaa aur kahaa" chalo logo ko mere se apamaan karavaanaa shaayad jyaadaa pasnd hai.."
chalo theek hai ab ham aaj kee baat shuroo kare.ham mahilaa din maanate kyon hai ? kyaa ham kabhee purush din maanate hai ? aur yahaan jitane purush baithe hai usame se aisaa koee purush n hogaa jo apanee patnee par gussaa naheen karataa hogaa..apamaan naheen karataa ho..par koee baahar naheen gayaa..aur mujhe duhkh is baat kaa hai kisee patnee men bhee ye taakat naheen thee kee vo apanee pati ko kahe kee aap baahar jaao..aaj bhee bahut achchhe ghar ke purush mahilaaon par haath uthaate hai..aur jo shaayad ye kahate hai kee ham haath naheen uthaate hai to pakkaa vo shabdon se use jarur maarate honge..par mahilaae kuchh naheen kahatee ,kaaran maataa pitaa ke snskaar..yaa vaapas jaae to jaae kahaa..?maayake men bhee kahaa jaataa hai kee hamaare ghar pahale hee bhare hue hai ,jaise taise kaat daalo ye jindagee..
aap sabako shaayad pataa naheen hogaa par aaj bhee 100% mahilaaon men se 95% mahilaae bas jindagee pooree karatee hai..agar koee x-ray masheen mil jaaye jisase mahilaao ke man kee baat ham padh sake to 2% mahilaae sanmaan paatee hai aur doosaree 3% mahilaae jhooth bolatee hai unhen sanmaan milataa hai,,aur to bhee ham mahilaa din manaate hai..aur aaj bhee manaaenge..aur haan agar mai jindaa rahee to agale mahilaa din men mujhe koee aamntrit mat karanaa..mujhe ye prograam men aanaa bilakul pasnd naheen hai..kyoki yahaan bol kar koee matalab to hai naheen..chalo mai rajaa letee hoon
abhee bhee hol men shamashaan see shaanti thee.. aur maalatee jee ne ek vyng bharee muskaan ke saath sab ke saamane dekhaa.. tabhee hee hol men se ek aadamee khadaa hoke bolaa " kyaa mai ek savaal poochh sakataa hu ?"
maalteejee khadee rahee aur kahaa" vaise abhee tak mainne kisee purush ko itanaa hak naheen diyaa kee mujhe kuchh poochh sake..par aaj hamaaraa din hai to chalo aaj aap poochh leejiye..par itanaa yaad rakhanaa savaal jaane binaa hee mai kahatee hoon kee meraa javaab aapako jalaa degaa fir mat kahanaa kee maalteejee ne aisaa javaab diyaa..poochhie.."
medam , abhee tak aapane shaadee naheen kee usakaa kaaran kyaa ?
kyaa aapako koee pasnd naheen aayaa kee kiseene aapako pasnd naheen kiyaa?"
hol men se dheemee hnsee kee aavaaj aaee..
maaltijee ne hns ke javaab diyaa " bhaiyaa baat ye hai kee..pooree duniyaa men mujhe aisaa koee aadamee hee naheen milaa jo mere shareer ko chhue binaa mujhase prem kare..agar tumhe kahee mil jaae to jraa bhej denaa mai aaj bhee taiyaar hoon shaadee ke liye. "
vo purush sar neeche karake khadaa rah gayaa maalteejee javaab kaa intajaar kiye binaa chalane lagee lage..poore hol men sirf unake chappal kee edee kee aavaaj sunaaee de rahee thee

kadvee sachchaaee

kahate hai ke vakt hee jakhmo ko kam
karataa hai,
par – vakt hee nae zakhm detaa hon to ?

kahate hai kee khush rahane se duhkh kam hote hai
par khush rahane kaa kaaran hee naa hon to ?

kahate hai bure vakt men apanon kaa saath shukoon detaa hai,
par – apanon ko hee hamaare bure vakt kaa pataa naa hon to ?

kahate hai prem dene se prem milataa hai ,
par – prem de kar bhee prem naa mil paae to ?

mainne sunaa hai kee duhkh baatane se kam hotaa hai
aur
sukh baatane se badhataa hai …

are doston par mainne to isakaa vipareet hee dekhaa , samajhaa aur jaanaa hai …

neetaa kotechaa

kripayaa mujhe samajhaaiye sahee kyaa hai...

logo kaa kahanaa hai..pyaar kabhee kam naheen hotaa..ham apanee ummeed badhaa dete hai..to mujhe ye samaj naheen aataa kee jahaa pyaar hon vahee to ummeed rahatee hai naa..jahaa dushmanee hon yaa jhagade hon vahaa kahaa ummeed hotee hai..meraa dimaag kaam naheen kar rahaa hai mai ulajh gaee hu...kripayaa mujhe samajhaaiye sahee kyaa hai...

mitrataa men mitr ke 1 kadam par ham 50 kadam badhaayenge ,
par -
mitr ke 1 kadam peechhe jaane par ham 100 kadam peechhe hon jaayenge ...
kyukee -ham samaj gaye hai kee ,
ekatarafaa kuchh naheen hotaa is jeevan men..
jabarajastee kuchh naheen milataa is jeevan men...

paapaa misss uuuuuu

kyaa kahe pitaa ke lie..
jab unakee yaad bhee aatee hai bas aakhe nam hon jaatee hai..
unakee tarah koee snbhaal naheen sakataa..
jab maan muje upavaas rakhavaatee thee,aur mujhase bhookh sahee naa jaatee thee,
to muje sabjee lene ke bahaane le jaate the aur naastaa karavaa dete the..
mai kahetee thee."paapaa paap lagegaa,
to kahete the "tumhen naheen lagegaa .mainne bhagavaan se seting kar lee hai .meree betee kaa upavaas tudvaane kee sajaa muje denaa.."
mammee ko khush rakhane ke lie mainne aise upavaas bahot kiye.."
shaadee ke baad ek baar shaam ko thodaa andheraa hone ke baad mai sabjee maarket men sabjee le rahee thee..aur vahaa paapaa ne muje dekh liyaa..
mere paas aaye haath pakadaa ek aoto bulaayaa aur mere ghar kaa raastaa bataayaa ..mainne kahaa "paapaa muje sabjee lenee hai "...kuchh soonaa naheen aur ghar bhej diyaa...
ghar men kaise samajaaoo saasujee ko aur patidev ko..
tabhee thodee der men paapaa aaye 3 thailee bhar ke sabjee laaye ..aur mere patidev ko kahaa "muje pasnd naheen meree betee andheraa hone ke baad ghar se bahaar hon..aage se use mat bhejiyegaa.."
patidev samaj gaye aur soree kahaa..
fir mere sar pe haath rakhakar bole "abhee mai jindaa hu...ek fon kar denaa.."
jab unakaa dehaant huvaa usake agale din ham donon akele the kamare men..unako pataa chal gayaa thaa kee ab vo naheen bachenge..
muje kahete hai..bachchaa tum sab yahaan rahoge.aur muje akele ko oopar jaanaa..kuchh kah naa, oopar vaale se agar teree hee sun le..
mainne bahot kahaa uparavaale se par usane naheen sunee...
aur paapaa ko akele jaanaa padaa..
"paapaa aaj kaho kahaa fon karoo aapako ..aaj bhee muje bahot takaleef hai..kitanee baar aakaash kee taraf dekhake chillaatee hu paapaa muje koee naheen snbhaalataa aap kahaa hon..
par ab vo bhee meree fariyaad naheen sunate..
bas duaa karungee kee aap jahaa hon..aapako duniyaa kee har khushee aur sukh mile..
kabhee kabhee hotaa hai kaash oopar bhee knpyootar hote ..aur unakaa bhee aaeedee hotaa..aur kabhee unake naam kee baaju men bhee haree laait hotee..aur mai khush hon jaatee kee paapaa aaj on line hai..
par sab ham chaahate hai aisaa naheen hotaa hai naa..
miss uuu papa

kitane mausam gujr gaye baareesh ke,
tumhaare beenaa..

ye baar bhee thodaa bheeg lenge vaapas,
tumhaare beenaa ..

log samajenge naheen hamaaree dil kee tadp ko...
bitaataa kyaa hai mere saath ,tumhaare beenaa..

baarish men naa bheegegaa ye jism sirf meraa..
par ro legaa vaapas ye dil bhee tumhaare beenaa...

neetaa kotechaa..

kyon kahete hai kee pyaar andhaa hotaa hai ?
?hamane to khulee aakhon vaale logo ko hee pyaar men ek dusare ke lie marate dekhaa,,,

kyon kahete hai kee dost bhee kabhee dhokhaa dete hai yaaro,
hamen to dhokhebaaj bhee dost lagate hai yaaro

kyon kahete hai kee apane ,saare begaane ban jaate hai har pal
ham to vo bane huve begaanon ko apanaa bnnaane men hee jeevan bitaa denaa chaahate hai

kyon kahete hai log kee aasu se dard kaa pataa chalataa hai
hamaaree hasee men bhee log dard ko bhaap lete hai.

neetaa kotechaa ..

tumase kareeb rah kar mai door hu tumase..
aur usase door rahekar mai kareeb hu usase ..
ye deevaanagee kaho yaa kaho paagalapan..
naa ham tumhaare hon sake naa usake hon sake...

vo meree saason ko chhu sakataa hai...
aur tum mere dil ko..
par naa ham usake hon sake kabhee..
aur naa tumhen paa sake kabhee..
vo muje paa kar meraa naa hon sakaa.
aur tum dusaro kee amaanat hon fir bhee mujhase door naa hon sake..

chalo ab sikavaa chhod diyaa hai ,
aur chhod dee hai shikaayat karanee...
mai usakee naa hon sakee..
aur tum mere naa hon sake..
to bhee gam naheen ab...
kyoki ham to hai sirf tumhaare aur tumhaare hameshaa ke lie...

neetaa kotechaa..

aaj tumhaare ahesaaso men jeene ko jee kiyaa..
aaj tumase door rahekar tumame rahene ko jee kiyaa..
hamaare bich men hon faasale chaahe shahar ke yaa silo men pade huve rnj ke ...
hamen to aaj tumhen pataa bhee naa hon aise tumame kho jaane ko jee kiyaa..

neetaa kotechaa.

gam bharee jindagee men agar ek khushee bhee mil jaaye ,
lagataa hai jaise jindagee ne thodee see karavat badal lee..

dost agar dostee nibhaane ke alaavaa,
agar thodaa saa pyaar kar le ..
to lagataa hai jindagee ne thodee see karavat badal lee..

ham to chaahate hai pooree duniyaa ko dil se,
koee hamen bhee chaahegaa ,
to lagegaa jaise jindagee ne thodee see karavat badal lee..

ham to unhen yaad karate hai har pal..
agar unhen kabhee hamaaree yaad aa jaaye ,
to samajenge kee jindagee ne thodee see karavat badal lee..

neetaa kotechaa..

snmadar ke kinaare mai aaj jab baithatee hu..
lahero kee aavaaj men teraa naam sunaaee detaa hai..

jo lahero men saath men mil kar bheegate the ham,
aaj vo lahere hamen akele dekh kar udaas hon jaatee hai...

jab saath men apanaa naam ham likhate the ret men...
aur lahere aake vo donon naam khud men samaan letee thee..

aaj vo hee lahere hamen akelaa dekh kar..
teraa naam muje vaapas de jaatee hai...

neetaa kotechaa.

lahere samndar kee banaanaa hai muje..
door hon kar do ghadee
vaapas samndar men hee basanaa hai muje..

paanaa hai tumhen aur chhunaa hai tumhen,
door rahekar bhee hameshaa basaanaa hai tumame..

tum naa samaj paaoge kabhee mere dil kaa haal..
lahero kee tarah tumame se hee ban kar
tumame samaanaa hai muje..

neetaa kotechaa..

usane pyaar diyaa hamen bahot..
hamane pyaar kiyaa unhen bahot...
ek din achaanak usane muje poochh liyaa...
kee kis had tak pyaar karatee hon hamen...

hamaaraa dil toot gayaa..
kee itanaa jaanane ke baad ye savaal kyon aayaa..
aur jahaa savaal hon vahaa pyaar kaise rahegaa..

kyoki jahaa pyaar hon savaal hote hee naheen..

neetaa kotechaa..

ham se duree naheen sahee jaatee..
aur tumhaare kareeb ham aa naheen sakate..

ab dar lag gayaa hai khud se...
kee kahee intajaar men hee ham mar naa jaaye..

neetaa kotechaa..

hamane sochaa kee tum bhool gaye ho mujhe..
par bahot saalo baad mulaakaat huee to tumane poochhaa ..
"hamaaree dostee kaise tootee thee zaraa mujhe yaadaa dilaanaa..
ham bhool gaye hai vo kaaran.."
mainne kahaa are chhodo vo kaaran ..tumhen itanaa to yaad hai kee ham bhee kabhee dost the..
vo hee kaafee hai baakee jindagee jeene ke lie॥

neetaa kotechaa

teree meree dostee kee baate kitanee karoo..
tere naaraaj hone ke kisse, kisase kahoo...

e dost tuje to pataa bhee naheen thaa ..
par tere naaraaj hone se meraa dil bahot rotaa thaa..
vo mere jajbaat kee baate ab kisase kahoo..

too jab meraa apanaa thaa..
tab too kitanaa paas thaa...
aaj jab too begaanaa hai..
fir too aur jyaadaa paas hai..
ye dil kee ajeeb haalat kee baate, bataa mai kissse kahoo ..

jaa too naaraaj to naaraaj sahee..
too door to door hee sahee...
aaj bhee mere dil ke sihaasan pe tum hee baitho hon...
vo baate vaa haalat bataa mai kisse kahoo...

neetaa kotechaa

tere dil men rahene kee aarajoo thee meree..
tere kareeb rahene kee aarajoo thee meree ..

too too naa rahaa..
mai mai naa rahee..
too begaanaa hon gayaa..
mai kiseekee naa hon sakee...

jaa re dost tujase kyon kahetee hu mai dil kee baate...
too premee naa rahaa meraa..
aur naa hee bevafaa banaa meraa..

tuje badaduaa bhee kaise doo mere dost...
kyoki bhale too naa rahaa meraa..
par mai teree rahee har pal...

neetaa kotechaa

kabhee kabhee unakee yaad itanaa sataatee hai...
aakhon se aasu naheen aag barasatee hai...
dar hai kee ye aag men kahee vo bevafaa jal naa jaaye..
iseelie ye palake har dam jukaa rakhee hai...

neetaa kotechaa..

is tarah tuje pyaar kiyaa hai mainne..
jaise ek bhakt karataa hai bhagavaanaa se pyaar..
too hee meree jindagee hai..
too hee meree bndagee hai...
too hee meraa pyaar hai..
aur too hee sarvasv hai...

ek dusare ke saathee bane ..
ek dusare ke bane sngee...
bas too hai to sab kuchh hai..
naheen to ham hai dukhee..
tum jab hote naheen paas..
ye dil rotaa hai bahot..
aur jab hote hon kareeb..
jeevan hotaa hai khush..
e mere saathee ..
ek baat kahetee hu tumase mai aaj..
too hee meraa jeevan hai
aur
too hee meraa pyaar..
tujase hee meraa jeevan hai..
aur
too hee meraa bhagavaan..

tere dil men rahene kee aarajoo thee meree..
tere kareeb rahene kee aarajoo thee meree ..
too too naa rahaa..
mai mai naa rahee..
too begaanaa hon gayaa..
mai kiseekee naa hon sakee...
jaa re dost tujase kyon kahetee hu mai dil kee baate...
too premee naa rahaa meraa..
aur naa hee bevafaa banaa meraa..

tuje badduaa bhee kaise doo mere dost...
kyoki bhale too naa rahaa meraa..
par mai teree rahee har pal...

neetaa kotechaa

ye dil fut fut kar kabhee ronaa chaahataa hai...
aur aakhon ko ijaajat bhee naheen hotee ...kee vo roe..
itanee gulaamee se jeenaa padtaa hai apanee hee jindagee ko...
ke agar jeenaa hon khud kee subah hamen...
to bhee poochhanaa padtaa hai agar tum kaho to aakh khole...


neetaa kotechaa

jab bhee dekhatee hu chaaro aur..
khud ko akelaa hee paatee hu...
kitane logo ko apanaa banaayaa
aur basaayaa dil men sab ko..
par koee kareeb naheen...
koee apanaa naheen..
jaise ham pahele bhee akele the
aur
aaj bhee akele hee rah gae ...


neetaa kotechaa..

kise kahe ham apanaa ....
kise kahe begaanaa...
kabhee hotaa hai vo bahot apanaa
aur
kabhee bahot begaanaa..
karate hai ham to sabase pyaar...
kise kahe begaanaa aur kise kahe apanaa..

neetaa kotechaa..

aaj bhee maan muje daatatee hai...
agar aaj bhee mai galat doston ke saath baat karoo muje vo usakee najaro se daatatee hai..
aaj bhee agar mai ghar men kuchh boloo vo muje baaju men bithaakar daatatee hai..
aaj bhee agar mai mere bachcho ko gussaa karoo , to muje meraa bachapan yaad dilaakar daatatee hai..
kuchh hotaa hai ajeeb agar jindagee men ..mai aaj bhee chalee jaatee hu usake paas..
pataa hai pahele daat padegee..par fir milegaa dulaar..
bas maan ye daat mere par kaayam rakhanaa..
tabhee mai sahee jindagee jee paatee hu..

neetaa kotechaa

jindagee men shaamil hon gaye hon is tarah meree..
kee saas naheen chalatee ab tumhaaree yaad beenaa..
bas dar hai ek khud kee kismat ke kaaran...
kee kahee kho naa doo tumhen bhee sab logo kee tarah...

neetaa kotechaa.

ye vo hee jagah hai , jahaa ham judaa huve the...
tum tab bhee bahot khush the..
tum aaj bhee bahot khush hon..

neetaa kotechaa..

are tere naam se meree saas chal rahee hai ..mainne kabhee aisaa bhee sochaa thaa..
dekho tumase bichhade huve baraso beet gaye, ham aaj bhee jindaa hai ....

neetaa kotechaa...

mujhe bhool sako to bahot achchhaa..
par naa bhool sako to kahenaa muje,
bevafaa banake mai madad karungee tumhaaree...

neetaa kotechaa..

koee yahaan milataa hai..aur koee bichad jaataa hai...
koee yahaan sachchaa hai aur koee yahaan joothaa hai...
pataa naheen chalataa kee logo ko pyaar kare kee naheen...
kyoki koee yahaan apanaa hai koee paraayaa hai....

neetaa kotechaa...

aakhir sabase jyaadaa rishte hee dard dete hai..kyoki vo rishte hai naa...
aur usase ye dil bahot udaas hotaa hai..kyoki vo hamaaraa dil hai naa.
ek baar toote to ham jodne kaa bhee prayatn naheen karate...
kyoki vo ham hai naa..

neetaa kotechaa...

pyaar aakh kaa aansoo hai ..
aur pyaar dil kee dhadkan hai...
par pyaar mat karo doston, kisee se duniyaa men ..
kyoki
pyaar hee dheemaa jaher hai...

neetaa kotechaa

pyaar ne bahot rulaayaa doston ..
aur pyaar ne bahot tarasaayaa doston ...
ab naa chaahie kiseekaa pyaar hamen doston ...
kyoki pyaar ne bahot kuchh sikhaayaa doston...

neetaa kotechaa..

kabhee jab doston se dhokhaa milataa hai ham samajate hai kee hamane logo ko pahechaanaa naheen..
par aisaa naheen ..sahee baat ye hai kee hamane khud ko hee pahechaanaa naheen...

neetaa kotechaa

raaste vo hai..ahesaas vo hai..yaad vo hai aaj bhee taajaa..
bas too naheen kahee...aur ab to hamen tumhaaree talaash bhee naheen ...
bas tumhaaree yaade hee kaafee hai ...hamen jeevan bitaane ke lie..

neetaa kotechaa..

jahaa dekhatee hu tum hee tum najar aate hon...
kaise hon tum kee bevafaa hon kar bhee dil se door naheen hon..

neetaa kotechaa..

vo hamen karate hai pyaar bahot ..par jab unako samay hon tab...
aur
ham pyaar karate hai unako itanaa...
jab jab ham saas lete hai...
aur har pal.
bas unako paanaa chaahate hai..

neetaa kotechaa..

afasaane bane yaa naa bane mere jaane ke baad bhee...
par ham to tumhaare dil men the
aur
hameshaa rahenge hamaare ke jaane ke baad bhee...

neetaa kotechaa..

tumase door hone kaa ahesaas kar paanaa ab to mushkil hai...
isase achchhaa hai kee ham maut kee god men so jaae..

neetaa kotechaa.

TO JEET, ANNU, NIRU...RASHMIJI , ANNURADHA,KAVITA, DAISY ..AUR BAHOT SARE DOSTO KE LIYE...

kabhee kabhee koee snt mahaatmaao kee badee badee baaten hamaaree samajh ke baahar hotee hai . par ek dost kaa samajhaanaa jindagee jeene kaa tareekaa badal detaa hai .

neetaa kotechaa..

firoz kahan abhi ye soch rahe honge...

marane ke baad hee logo ne mujhe yaad kiyaa..
naheen to koee tasveer bhee dekhataa naheen thaa hamaaree bahot arase se...

neetaa kotechaa..

dostee kaise nibhaaee jaaye koee hamase poochhe..
dilo jaan se chaahanaa kise kahete hai koee hamase poochhe..
intajaar men gnto din maheeno hee naheen..
par janmo tak kaise intajaar kiyaa jaaye koee hamase poochhe...

neetaa kotechaa..

achaanak koee saamane se aake has detaa hai..naa jaan naa pahechaan...achaanak kabhee koee madad kar detaa hai...jab ham koee tikit kee badee see lambee kataar men khade hon aur achaanak koee aa kar kahe hamen, kee mainne ye koopan liyaa hai jyaadaa hai kyaa aapako chaahie... kabhee koe aa kar kahetaa hai kee mujhe aisaa kyon lagataa hai kee mainne aapako kahee dekhaa huvaa aisaa mahesus hotaa hai...aur hamaare dil ke taar bhee hil jaate hai॥kabhee kuchh kaam kar rahe hon to aisaa hotaa hai kee ye kaam hamane pahele bhee to kiyaa huvaa hai...kabhee koee aisee jagah pe jahaa ham jaate hai jahaa pahelee hee baar gaye hon par aisaa lagataa hai mai yaahaa aa gaee hu pahele ... pahele net kaa koee vishv thaa aisaa hamen pataa naheen thaa..par ab aonalaain hamaare bahot saare dost hai..aorakut men laakho log hai..ham kyon usame se 100 ko apanaa banaate hai..aur usame se bhee kyon ham sirf 10 se mahobbaat karane lagate hai...usake duhkh se ham dukhee hote hai..aur usake sukh se ham sukhee hote hai..kyon ek hee ke ghar men rah rahe log ek dusare se bahot door hote hai aur bahot door rahene vaale log dil ke kareeb hote hai.. kyaa aapako isase savaal naheen hote dil men aisaa kyon hotaa hai hamaare saath ??
kyon kabhee koee apanaa lagane lagataa hai..kyon kabhee koee apanaa lagane lagataa hai..aur koee paraayaa..kyaa isamen kahee koee janm kee lenaden baaki rah gaee hotee hai...mai ye maanatee hu kee haa aisaa hee hai..hamaaraa agar kisee janam kaa lenaden baakee hon to hee ham ek dusare ke saamane muskaraa lete hai...naheen to muskaraanaa bhee mushkil hotaa hai..to mai maanatee hu kee haa kuchh hai jise ham punarjanam kah sakate hai...kyaa aap maanate hai??